Self-Love Is The War; Self-Love Is The War; Self-Love!
When we first met
Everything was smooth
Time went on
I met the raw you
You were eccentric when I first saw you
Now you lost color, left it behind you
Blended with the crayons
Today, common; another John
My heart shifted, finally withdrawn
What happened to our first connection
Am I delusional in understanding relation
Don’t remember seeing the mask unfold
Only recall the lies continuously told
Felt special during our first meeting
Now at the backend of all the ones you’re screening
I saw forever with you,
You saw today, that was my cue
Chased potential,
Believed your fraud credential
My physique allured you
Believed that renewed you
You got what it gave
Then pushed me to the grave
Am I upset with you, or me more
Am I stubborn
Did sex cripple my core
You moved on, clearly
Guess I was a theory
If I don’t heal from you
I’ll morph into you
My girlfriends reason with my emotions
Homeboys simplify your actions
I need friends who challenge my wrongs
Not enable my destruction
Have to take you as a lesson
To prevent charging my next, with aggression!
