Started with family
Now your burdens are in agony
Sought for acceptance and fell into misery
Longing for a love that your mom denied you of
Attachments came easy with the men you thought you loved
You were daddies girl; men became your comfort
Never knew a mothers love cause ma drilled in her suffer
As the eldest – often neglected
Lack of acknowledgment tainted your substance
They overrode your feelings by pinning your gender
Misunderstood your cries,
Too busy with their Agenda
Never condemned them,
Your heart was greater
Now you grown, problems grew bitter
Because of favoritism, resented your siblings
Was never nurtured, fail victim to your feelings
Believed you can buy love
All it did was rob you
Failure in your home
Had you run to the streets
But the streets couldn’t raise you
Left you weeping in your sheets
Searching for that love
Had you compromise your feelings
Poured onto men
All they did was drain you
Relied on some friends;
All they did was judge you
Never healed from your past
It polluted your views
To this day, it has you crying and confused
Pick me tendency came cause you felt forgotten
Forever tryna’ fill it with men who are rotten
Emotional abuse became normal for you
True love was always foreign to you
You cry, not knowing the attachment
Today abandonment is at your pillow
While depression is fogging your window
Despondently crying for a love that never came for you
Sit up and face your rearview
Broken pieces are waiting for healing
Time for you to grip your feelings
Acknowledge the hurt and drown the voices
Break the cycle and hold your balance
Destined for victory
No past can block that
Made in abundance
And a love that fights back!
