Self-Hate

Crawling to walking 
Progress common 
Destruction played the violin 
To do what you abhor
Incessantly misrepresenting role 
An adversary created 
A string pulls hands and feet
Toss and turn in defeat 
Disappointment became an alias 
You don’t understand yourself 
Disassociate to seek help 
The world mislabeled 
Family enabled, then disabled 



Time gapped like the space before
The string that pulled you
Became your last view 
They all want to know 
Who failed you?