The sadness in your eyes
Fight to uphold disguise
You laugh a lot
But I see scars in your lies
I see cries in your fights
And forever in your byes
Labeled by others jolly
Self-Identify as melancholy
If today was tomorrow
We all would end in a hurry
We all have troubled years,
All wish to change some kins
Encounter inimical winds
Beseech to jump some ships
Culture despised your gender—
Parents mistreated for honor
Did I call them parents
I meant two degenerates, credited donor
“Dad” let his friends take your innocence
Mom suited scene, observed
You called it impotence
Dinner table wickedness
Four decades to comprehend your instruments
Lost strength can’t call it diligence
A wind of lack commenced your Genesis
Mama’s baby
Dad in jail or textbook lazy
Effeminate man,
Mom carried double x, can’t raise a navy
Striking countenance
Grown women slid with dominance
Coerced manhood, marred sentiments
Anomalous journey, short of relatable
Don’t shut the door too early;
Suicide dwells as sorry
Fight to finish story
Your life is unordinary
Only you share your story
Frequently complimented
but
Internally defeated,
Environment unhinged
Imbalance has seeded
Destruction clutched lineage
Destruction repeated
Trajectory in your hands
Not too late to delete it
